Proper Transportation
Ever regret something in a past relationship….
Here I am minding my own business and “he” comes along, you know the one I’m talking about….that one guy that you never completely get over even though an obscene amount of time has passed, your first love and happens to be your only love you’ve ever truly felt. We met up talked for hours… just talked which is new concept for us (even though its been about a year since anything has happened with him). I just can’t shake this overwhelming feeling that we have unfinished business and even though I don’t think we would end up together I need one more chance to find out, well because I LOVE HIM. fml did i mention he has a new girlfriend? and that even when he spoke of her I couldn’t help but be happy/miserable at the same time…. But I know this has to be a semimutual feeling because the sexual tension was crazy………………..OH btw did I mention I’m also kind of sort of seeing someone as well. —-____—- I thought i left this teenage bullshit behind when I left for school. Why does the moment I think I am happy doing my own thing the same moment I discover this huge hole in my heart. But so what do I do attempt to wreck a relationship that could potentially be his perfect match just for my own greediness in order to retry a relationship that never seemed to work in the first place?
Or do I do the grown up thing and walk away… after all if he follows then that could be the very thing i seem to be wanting…hope this is a temporary feeling
